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Welcome. Throughout your journey here, you may find some similiar contents you may have experienced, this is by no means,
a form a discrimination towards all of us alike here. It's just some of my random rants and such, regarding my life and people around me.
Guess that's about all.
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dailies
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
-9:33 PM
I'll try to be politically right in my stand here. Something that happened today spoilt my mood terribily. Shall not elaborate abt it here, but there can be alot of lessons that can be learnt.
After the boring part of PC I had so wanted to rush to the netball court full of 06S16 guys playing soccer to ask to play netball with them. The normal YiQi would rush straight into court, especially when soccer is played. But I didn't. Why?
Cos before that I was looking at the boys at the D-court and thinking," Wha, their class so pathetic de ar...the guys dun play with the gals, only stick to other guys from other classes n PLAY SOCCER ONLY." To my horror, that was what had happen when the girls went to the netball court. Therefore, I was too saddened to do anything. N pissed too, to a certain extent. But i wasn't being mad at the guys who didn't play soccer n also Chong Sheng. But at least you people could have organised urselves first before asking us to organise! And looking at the majority guys, I don't see any signs that they EVEN wanted to play netball or with the girls. Even when the girls tried to seek attention by trying to shoot goals at the court, OBVIOUSLY WE WERE TRYING TO DISTURB U ALL, but no one was the least interested. Therefore I went to the area behind LT5 I WAS DAMM MAD. VERY. SERIOUSLY. DAMM MAD. N WHEN MUNCH CAME TO ASK ME LEND HIM THE RACKET I WAS HOILDING, I was VERY PISSED AND SHOUTED AT HIM. I nearly _______. Cos the class spirit that I thought we had was nothing but plain joke. Spirit? Wad spirit? People only care about their own interests, and wadsoever crap that comes out... Even after Nelson and Hoyin tried to cheer me up, I am still not feeling good. Cos it's real depressing to know that your efforts have gone down the drain. NO one had the decency to ask.
But the fault not only lies with those playing soccer, maybe also to me. Maybe I should have taken initiative to organise. Maybe I should have taken the ball and asked the guys straight. Maybe I should not have been pissed at all. Maybe..........................
Seriously I don't know what's my problem. Perhaps the statements below can sum up my personality?
*...she may react in ways that differ from persons who usually adapt to or manage these situations more easily. As a consequence, persons who can cope with such situations may find it hard to understand YiQi's reactions.
*...is likely to show dissatisfaction woth events taking place, and she may even find it hard to be constructive or optimistic in her efforts to handle them.
*These reactions on her part may make it hard for people to understand...
*She may, at times, tend to be overly critical of what is happening to her and then show her concerns and irritations to others without fully realizing the consequences of doing so.
*...she can become uncooperative, disagreeable and possibily somewhat oppositional when OTHERS PUSH HER TOO FAR.
*She may sometimes doubt herself unnecessarily.
*...She may be apt to play her careds too "close-to-the-chest". As a result, she could be seen by others as a person who is really hard to get to know.
Maybe tt's why...
Anyway. Take care peeps. Bye. NO big hug for today...
