just keep it simple
Welcome. Throughout your journey here, you may find some similiar contents you may have experienced, this is by no means,
a form a discrimination towards all of us alike here. It's just some of my random rants and such, regarding my life and people around me.
Guess that's about all.
Thank you for your kind understanding...Enjoy ur time here =D
dailies
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
-9:00 PM
ok.Think I landed myself in deep shit now. Maybe should have not blogged at all? Feeling so bad now.
All I can say is sorry to the person whom had trusted me so much, but yet I did bad things behind her. Maybe I am trying to gain popularity by doing so? Yea. Aren't I scary. Maybe that's why I am a FOX. Really sorry to that person. I backstabbed u. (though I don't like back stabbers.)
Think is because of some mis-communication and things that happened that worsened the situation to like that. Maybe it's also because of the person's character that made us so uhappy with him/her. Maybe it's people like me who fan-ned wind light fire (煽风点火) that resulted in things being like that. Dunno la. Haix. So luan (乱）now.
Maybe I should change my attitude towards him/her. The person's pitiful enough, to be outcasted by everyone. Mayb the person's reading it now. If u're, then really very sorry to do that to you. I am feeling very bad now. I don't know if I should tell you everything, because that may make you feel worse off.
___________________________________________________
Maybe (someone find a synonym for this word?). Ok.
Maybe I take things for granted too often. For example, when I tease people, I often think that they're not angry or whatsoever. But the truth is, maybe they're so freaking pissed that they don't even want to show that in front of me. Maybe they're trying to ignore the childish gimmicks of mine. Sometimes when I talk to people, I may use the "i-am-not-even-listening-to-what-you-talking" attitude to people. I seldom think,"What would I do if they were to ignore me when I talk in future?" Would my life be worse off? Sometimes I think that people's attitude is so rude and unforgiving. But I forgot to look at myself. Am I being nice and good? Am I being too OVER? I DON'T KNOW. suddenly feel my brain cells are disintegrating at 1000000cells per second...
Enough of RANDOM dung. ok. I broke my promise of blogging after Promos. haix.
*hope white hair doesn't appear as soon... =p
Bye. Nitex.
